shank
Johny Handsome
2935 Posts
now that im sober, i've had some time to realize that i dont think i am at all interested.
back to the drawing board.
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LOVELAMP
OWNER OF SOSHAL
3548 Posts
she looks nate
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shank
Johny Handsome
2935 Posts
i think im just going to take her for a test run so i can get my rocks off.
i have condoms.
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OzoneBaby
Space Harlot
2036 Posts
Shank broke my heart
Q_Q
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shank
Johny Handsome
2935 Posts
Why is that?
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intrepid_kiss
Scandalous Bitch
1743 Posts
What happened to the bimbo you were living with? (She may not have been a bimbo. I just think that's a fun name to call females. That and flooze.)
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shank
Johny Handsome
2935 Posts
From intrepid_kiss:
What happened to the bimbo you were living with? (She may not have been a bimbo. I just think that's a fun name to call females. That and flooze.)
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intrepid_kiss
Scandalous Bitch
1743 Posts
Aw. :( I'm sorry.
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shank
Johny Handsome
2935 Posts
im doing better but it still sucks. maybe it's for the best.
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intrepid_kiss
Scandalous Bitch
1743 Posts
Really, it usually is. It's important to give yourself a week or two to be emotional about it and upset. And then after that to make yourself snap out of it. Stay busy. It's important to let yourself feel, but not to dwell on it.
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shank
Johny Handsome
2935 Posts
i spent like 9 days DRINKING. then i had some sort of attack, and according to the signs that i looked up, it was a stroke.
lack of nutrients and dehydration. not smart.
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intrepid_kiss
Scandalous Bitch
1743 Posts
Not smart at all. Do not drink alone. (ie. only in social situations shall you be inebriated.) It will just make you sad, otherwise. Try to function normally. Be sure to make yourself eat, too. Breakups suck. :\
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shank
Johny Handsome
2935 Posts
i usually dont mind having a couple beers by myself. i have lots to entertain me. it's just when you are down and then you drink, then it fucks you up and ruins your life.
ive been eating alo more now and im attempting to avoid drinking because it just makes me feel like i did prior to the ...
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intrepid_kiss
Scandalous Bitch
1743 Posts
Yes. Time with friends will probably do some good for you too. I just usually overload myself with things to do when I get depressed about anything so I don't have to focus on it. Heh.
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shank
Johny Handsome
2935 Posts
i dont hang out with any of my old friends anymore, and the only time we ever did something was to drink. so i try to avoid that as much as possible.
the internet and xbox are my friends lol
i do enjoy talking to people on the net though.
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intrepid_kiss
Scandalous Bitch
1743 Posts
What about the people on this website? They live by you! Meh. Really, I guess the point is to find out what makes you able to cope with it best. I don't like being reclusive when I am depressed. Otherwise, I just stay in it. But different people have different ways of dealing with things.
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shank
Johny Handsome
2935 Posts
oh no, me and these people that post here are different people.
im not interested anyways, i only meet them to get hammered, but i havent done that in over a year.
i need to get back into the work force, i havent worked since i broke my hand.
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intrepid_kiss
Scandalous Bitch
1743 Posts
Yes. Working is good. What are jobs that one can do with a broken hand?
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shank
Johny Handsome
2935 Posts
it should be fine now, so im not even sure what i want to do. i was at my last job for over 2 years >.<
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intrepid_kiss
Scandalous Bitch
1743 Posts
Oh. It's healed? What are you good at? Enjoy doing? Etc?
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shank
Johny Handsome
2935 Posts
my mind is full of garbage that i dont know what to do or choose from. i was a plumber for a modular home building company. then i was going to complete my GED while i had a broken hand then join the military, now i may go on the rigs. i dont een know. all i know is im ...
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